Good Saturday September 12th My Friends,
It was lovely on the patio this morning. Even though it was 78 at coffee on the patio time there was a gentle breeze and it seemed to chase the humidity away. Wonderful!!
I'd just sat down and opened my new Iphone. And was hit in the face with a long, nasty rant from
an anonymous person. Mr. Number said his name was James from TN..(yes, be careful guys we can find out) that went on and on, talking about niggers, (hate the word) calling me a whore...bragging how he owned so many houses, how I had made bad career choices having to rent a home in my sixties, lalalala. He'd assumed my political and social leanings...none correct and more.
I sat back and then responded with a return text..saying you know nothing about me and blocked him. I thought...where is the civility in this world? Are folks absolutely losing it during Covid, Black Lives Matter, the violence, the presidential race? Sure seems so. And put myself back in my bubble of gratitude in my daily life. Which is all we can do right now or we will be miserable. IMHO
I have so much to be thankful for. and what other's think of my life choices matters not. .Happiness and joy comes when we are our authentic selves. And living in a community where most respect the choices others make in their lives. No matter their political or spiritual or sexual persuasions. And isn't that the way it should be everywhere?
Yesterday was busy. Luckily I'd filmed the YouTube update the day before. I had a great time giving nice folks the opportunity to live our their fantasies and have a release. With all the stress in our daily lives, not to mention no sex if you don't have a partner.....that's a big deal. And I'm very happy to be able to afford them the opportunity. Me...I get off too. And I get gifted for it,
Where is the awfulness in that? Seems like a win win to me.
Steve Jobs said, "Do what you love and you will be successful." As I did my gratitude list this morning I remembered........that I am.
My accountant called me two days ago and said, "Girl, you made $----- in 2019. And you're -- years old. How are you doing this still? I said, laughingly, "That's because I'm good at what I do." And sent him all the latest website links and pics from that day's update. He texted back..."I am SO proud of you...keep it up!"
And that's the miracle. Despite all this year has brought us I've transitioned and am still doing well. I'm healthy, I feel great, I have an absolutely gorgeous new home and friends who lovingly surround me here and on the internet.
Life is good. My unsolicited advice is "don't despair if it's tough right now. Sit down and count what IS good in your life and say, thank you, thank you, thank you. Peace and blessings WILL come if you do.
Your VERY Naughty Girlfriend, Goddess and GILF,